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Friday, January 30, 2009 @ 4:59 AM
Random Thoughts
Hmm ... lately I must really say I havent been myself ... or rather today was the worst ba. I didnt know what hit me exactly too. I was reduced to a state of extreme nervousness and restlessness ... my signals only aware of the beep. You could say the monster of things started forming on my very imaginative mind. But I guess i will never forget the feeling ... inability to focus and I could hear my own pounding at my ears. I couldnt really focus on EElins tut too ..... my mind wondering elsewhere ... There were two burning questions in my mind that wanted to be answered .... but they were crushed down by reason and old chronos I guess. Someday, I hope my doubts will be cleared ^^. Had a good lunch with almost the whole of the 2b11 Clique today .... Derek was busy and had to go off but yea it was great that we could meet everyone =X Even though Im not sure whether the bond will be as strong ... I shall emphasis .... Its a long-term investment with no maturity date to me unless the issuing company has to take it all back.
Look forward to the DOTA sessions ahead be it day or nite (If i can T_T) .... and need to start looking up on salads ler .... hahax well come try my salad at 2pm-4pm 3-08 (I think) .....i think will have leftovers ...... Yup i'll welcome you with open arms =) (My little guineas pigs ..... hahaha!) I'll list out the benefits after the meal ..... HAHAHA .... But Im not the one cooking =X |
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Sunday, January 25, 2009 @ 1:30 AM
The Roots That Bind
Yup. I've cleared most of my projects ler =X HAHA! YAY! Still left HR lol due this wednesday ... was totally at holiday mood last few days =X Did something random this week. Went home one day searching for a folder clipper?! Hahax ... well i checked the bookstores too ... But seems like they dont sell the parts seperately ... Too bad lor =X Guess I'll blog again when fresh and new occasions come again. Or when i get my new phone (Yay!) Really busy with stuffs so yup ... cya!! Btw Happy CNY ^^!
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Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 9:52 PM
Bouncing Sick!
I think im gonna quit chop for a week .... Just went to mensa for my usual chop ... well i couldnt resist it cause they had ham and poatato chowder =XXX Roar! Tat made me queue up! Hahax! But yea after eating the chop didnt really feel well .... was sick yesterday lol .... feel kinda terrible now will a wrecking heachache ... rrrr ... Had my commskills Meeting just now .... yup eveyone did a good job just that we missed out a couple of important stuff ... we had lots of laugh after that about Boss and his pink shirt ... Lol .... Have to start on my commskills self-reflection soon i guess ... Hahax! Kinda sian that everyone couldnt meet up now in school due to our individual schedules and projects to rush .... But yea lets all meet up after the papers i guess =XX!
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Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 2:35 AM
Lol!
I guess I have really lost the inspiration to blog ... Hahax .... Cause recently lifes been stuffy with work and so on but yea ... i found that there'll always be something to let u look forward to in life. All along I've been trying to find a source of motivation and yup I think i have found it. Be it disillusions or self-indulgence, I guess I have no regrets. In that simple belief. Hahax. Will be try to be active in my blog again =X
Oh yea before I forget, during FOI Lec this week, something funny happened, apparently Miss Sand kicked her slippers accidentally and made it kinda out of reach =X Hahax! Well, was tempted to take a picture and make comments? Hahax? Anyone remember a fairytale when someone lost her slippers? Wohohoho =X hahax! The person who fits the slipper will be blessed? Happily ever after ..... HAHAHA! So much for randomness =X Hahahax Hmm, i was like addicted to this song "Twist In My Story" By secondhand serenade =X Kept Listening to it ^^ Hail the lyrics!! Hahax! A Twist In My Story lyrics Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down It's safe to say we are alone now, we're alone now Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence So please just break the silence The whispers turn to shouting The shouting turns to tears Your tears turn into laughter And it takes away our fears So you see, this world doesn't matter to me I'll give up all I had just to breathe The same air as you till the day that I die I can't take my eyes off of you And I'm longing, for words to describe how I'm feeling I'm feeling inspired My world just flip turned upside down It turns around, saw that's that sound It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder My heart beat, is stronger than ever I'm feeling so alive, I'm feeling so alive The whispers turn to shouting The shouting turns to tears Your tears turn into laughter And it takes away our fears So you see, this world doesn't matter to me I'll give up all I had just to breathe The same air as you till the day that I die I can't take my eyes off of you I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story It's time I open up, and let your love right through me I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story It's time I open up, and let your love right through me That's what you get When you see your life through someone else's eyes That's what you get, that's what you get So you see, this world doesn't matter to me I'll give up all I had just to breathe The same air as you till the day that I die I can't take my eyes off of you See, this world doesn't matter to me I'll give up all I had just to breathe The same air as you till the day that I die I can't take my eyes off of you |
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Wednesday, January 7, 2009 @ 1:49 AM
Bored =X
Booowaaa. What a day today ..... Well, I guess Im almost out of control. LOL! I played psp yesterday from like 12plus till about 2 .... after my dinner as u all know i hate to sit down or rather dont like any top parts of my body lying down cause it makes me feel bloated ... LOL HAHA. Yea ... and guess what was i playing (Obviously) I was trying to defeat a lvl 100 hard mode cloud using saphiroth and it took me like 1hr plus????!!! WOW. Seriously I should get a life and stop touching dissidia man. Yea I didnt touch my psp for 3 days .... and finally charged it yesterday .... (couldnt resist having no hand-held and mp3 T_T) Yea .... its a hell of a great distractor.
So I woke up at around 8plus 2day and slacked around till 10plus and went off to sch to do Commskills Agenda and stuff. After that went for a quite interesting FOI lec ... but it drained most of my brain juice. Boooowaa ... used my green highlighter for the first time instead of my usual pen to highlight my points. Then went to meet them again to do up the Agenda Format after the lec and finished at 330 and went to do HR ... T_T. Boooooo! Went to the consultant and got shot as usual. Feels like someone just threw a voodoo bomb on me and ressurected me as a zombie ... quotes from Laymon. Went lumbering aroung lvl 6 (Be glad u all wont there ..... Fooo u!!) Ok ... im going crazy .... Hahahaa and HY called me and he was at lvl 5 so I just went down and we chat a while before he had to leave to do some stuff. So here I am trying to listening to mp3 and tried to think of questions for My HR topic Stress Management. Gave up after a while and went to blog. I should seriously go read my PTN notes so i can apply the concepts and theories of my topic ...... on myself ..... Hahaha...... Just Great .... Baaaaaaawaaa |
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Sunday, January 4, 2009 @ 10:43 PM
Pressure is in the eye of me
Been busy lately. That why I havent updated =X. Busy = Going out, SCHOOOLL and DOTA. SCHOOLL occupies a great load for now. ZZZZ. For now, I'll just have to take things one by one i guess. If not i'll go crazy!! Rwrrrr!! With work piling day by day, I seriously dread for the morrow to come. Yea, and yesterday while i sat at home and wondered how was I gonna work out my stuff .. I realised hey ... maybe i should just work on my perspective of the subjects Im dealing with .... which is hard i guess ... but yea no harm trying. So much for motivating myself again.
Life itself is filled with uncertainties. Things you look at today might just end up different. So I guess why not just treasure today and look forward to the morrow. For now, it almost seems like the fog is cleared, and I know what I'm doing ... just that I'm afraid of changes that might occur. I like the way things are now and changes could mean for the worse? Wow. For now checkout my resolutions for the new year (I knows its kinda late =X Hahax!) 1) Study Hard!!! (Im not sure about this one) 2) Stay close in all my "ships" forever (Quotes from the great purple one =X) 3) Train for NAPFA!!! (Omg ..... Pull-ups T_T) 4) I need a new Phone!!! and MP3!!! (I think if save will take a year ..... Boooo =() 5) Dont worry so much over everything =X Yea tats all. Kinda short. Hmm yea btw 2b11 ppl, I know our clique blog has been dead for a while. (5s of silence) Yea, Was thinking about a chalet at the end of sem 2.2 our last holiday. We have a self-appointed chairperson and vice-chair ready. Hahax! And they're thinking of planning for the whole thing with a committee (all of us i guess) which i think will turn out to be cool and so on. Hope everyones cool with that =X |
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