Saturday, December 20, 2008 @ 11:41 PM
Hi ...... Been a long time.... =X
YO ^^. Been busy with stuff lately. Hahax! Yea ..... Define stuff? Well, say 70% DOTA and 30% work? Or actually I think lesser ..... T_T ..... Hahax! But yea I will be working on them the coming week. FOI ..... PFP .... HR and Commskills. Wow .... I really "look forward" to sch ...... Sign ... but no point worrying too much, I guess things will work out. (So much for work .... lol ..... Must buck up ler!! WOOOO!)

I went to get a haircut few days back and had quite an interesting conversation with the barber. Well, I frequented his place monthly i guess so he knew me, well he said I had quite a little bit of white hair, well I heard that from my mum .... so i just said work stress lor .... which was partially false .... HAHA. Who knows ba? Old ler lor ...... HAHA. Well, he told me why was there a need to feel stress? And gave me a good look before saying hey you're like 18 man ..... some things take it easy and starting singing some song about being carefree and stuff. Well, I understood everything until the song part .... which made me like .... Hahax! He told me about his work-life before being a barber too .... he was working in the hotel under the top-management. Quite a feat I guess ... He said he was tired of the job as it was very stressful and lots of work and also alot of pressure from the high-ups. Then he decided to take an alternative so Poof .... there he was! Hahax. He concluded saying he preferred his current job as it was care-free even though the pay was not as much.

Which made me realise somethings. I guess .... in life .... theres always alternatives to problems. You just need to chill and think about it. Nothing is unsolvable i guess. Theres a way .... yea .... but you gotta find it. I felt ashamed of myself .... where my problems are so minor compared to others. There are more problems ahead of me so if i were to just give up, it seriously wasnt worth it. In a way, Im in charge of my life ... not my problems .... so why let them change me? I am myself. Actually, I cancelled like 3 times before writing the stuff on top ..... thought of writing some things. But i guess i'll leave it for the last.

Beside all those stuff i mention earlier, there were also many things that have happened all these while. Surprisingly, It was a good balance of both nice and nt so nice stuff. Somehow, I guess I have changed abit. Since a while back. Even though I dont know whether is it for the worse or better (I hope its not the latter), I think its better to think out of the box. Or of the picture. Least there are any regrets. Its hard to live a life with no regrets .... but I'll try =x. Went to watch twilight with everyone on thursday. It was a great show. The middle and ending part was good. Had a jogging session with WY, ZN and KJ on fri. Had lots of fun .... motivating ZN ^^ ... well we tried many ways from rewards to threats ...... which wasnt really effective ..... HAHA but yea she jogged finish. Hahax! The people who gave me advice and listened ...... Thanks =D ..... I really appreciate it.

As what someone i know (Haha) used to say ... Live life to the fullest .... I'll work on that ...... Hahax so much for motivating myself ...... Hahax! ... Oh yea and thanks to Derrek, ZN and WY for organising the gift-exchange. And everyone else involved ^^. Thanks for the scare in early afternoon of that thursday derek ^^ I'll think of something ..... HAHA. I leave that for later =X. And also thanks to Zn and Kimmy for your cards and photo. Really like them alot ^^.